What color does this represent?

Update from later: I have no idea the color I had in mind and don't remember, and I think the poem is rubbish, but I don't mind keeping it anyway.
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Mr. Dye had the idea to represent a color in five lines with out using an object with that color. Do any of you guys know what color this is? Since this is my own perception of that color, it may not make sense to anyone else, or it might represent another color. What do you think?

I harbor hidden thoughts of profound purity,
Veiling them from all lest by
desired insight have come to know me,
and with that hidden delicacy
I bring comfort to that idle day

My Question

If someone has had an unpleasant experience with someone or many people, why would they not want the situation to be rectified after they had been hurt? I have a few answers and I want to see what anybody else thinks about it